FREE MAN!!`

I'm finally free from my debt.
I'm kindda happy about it but looking back,
there's actually nothing much to be happy about.
Now that i'm a free man i'm a POOR MAN! ...
And that looking back all these while i find that
i'm actually always for nothing i stir a huge
trouble and worries for myself when things were
just very simple.

There's some very special people i wanna thank :
S46 - Always blessing & understanding me all the
time, giving me the right advise at ther right time.

Wenjie/Hongkai - I know it's vry bastard of me
dragging these matter so long, but still thank you guys
for the extra understanding given to me.

Gabriel - If it's not for your flyers i don't think
i would have got the cash to pay my debt off.

Darling - Thank you honey, your actions always speaks
louder then your word. It's been hard for you even till
today. You've done more then enough for me. ILY<33 (=

God - My Father in Heaven,Your mercy and your Grace
are always more then enough. Without you helping me
out throughout this whole period,i don't know where
will i be now. So Highest praise to you,God.

Another thing has been a concern in my heart all this
while is this..
-Why do i need constant reminder that i have a big Brother!
Is it because he is slowly fucking off my life??
Is it because he is too tired everyday to come admralty to
meet us??compared to going to Jurong which he feels it's
Nearer??
Is it that it's no longer Brother-4-Life but Felicia Felicia
Felicia is all about Him??
Is it because He forgot to bring phone most of the times and
can hardly contact us??
Is it because MSN too lag and that no replies were given most
of the time?? or sometimes too lag to even start a convo??

i don't know man.. You know who i'm talking about.
You are not stupid. In fact so much brighter and smarter then
all of us. If you ever read this, tell me...
Should i remember it once and for all and never forget??
OR
Should i forget it onc and for all and never remember it??

Will be waiting. (=

Miss my girl. Loves her, alot...