Happy & Sad

Let's start with happy things that happened today on
05/03/2009.
The only thing that made me felt happy was just this
plain and simple *New Blogskin!! Of coz it's damn obvious
they are Digimon.(People who don't know really got
no life man!)
I was browsing through the blogskins on website and
THIS blogskin captured my heart. Why??
It reminds me of my childhood days, happy and stress-free!
Those were the happy days.Though i've no girlfriend back
then,no brothers back then but... Who cares?!
Life is full of Life!! Now as i gets older things gotten
so much complicating then before i couldn't help
missing the good old times..

Anyways do enjoy the song as well =)
i've never forgotten the song since the first time i watched
Digimon. Although i don't understand what the heck they're
actually singing but it's definitely a good piece of music.


Hahahahahaha...Now comes the Favourites!Sad part...
For once in my life i wanna try being different,
i wanna be selfish,insensitive,etc...
Bluntly i just wanna be a jerk,But guess what!! Life's so
Unfair until i can't even be a Jerk!c'mon!!

So many things had been happening recently and i've barely
got the time to take a few breath.. So many things running
through my minds and so many troubles to be troubled -.-

Is it really hard to take the initiative??
Is it really hard to take my temper??
Is it really hard to take a step back??
Is it really hard to REALLY UNDERSTAND
my reasons and answers towards certain things?!
Is it really really REALLY HARD, to be frank and honest
in No matter,Whatever,Wherever,Whenever,it is??

You know i really missed you everyday, you know no matter
what i still Love you... You want me to be Somebody,
Somebody i never wanted to be,won't even consider if it
isn't for you. You wanted to see changes,you wanted to see
improvements,i've tried hard and i have no guilt saying that
i gave my all to try and be that Somebody..

Ya know honey,all this burden on me...i really wanted to let
it go,it's because of you i held on.i couldn't bare to
because i know i still loves you and i am to be responsible
for you,to you. i really wish the next time things get ugly,
instead of saying stuffs like we're not made for each other,
i hope you'll change.. For me.. Change to suit me..
I'm willing to try and become the "Man of your Dreams",
are you willing to change and become the "Women of my Dreams"..


losing faith for this world...
losing love for mankind...
losing myself...