I've thought about it too...

yea i just came back after whole night out with kit.
When i came back i'm actually supposed to head to
bed but who ask me hand itchy go turn on my computer
and tap into baby's blog..

Looking at your blog i felt tremendous rise of
emotions in me...
i'll try my best to say what i can say..

Basically i feel that i'm so stupid,
should have went to find out the song lyrics
you were singing about along.
Now that i found it,here it is :
Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours to and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

Now that i've seen and understand what you're trying to tell me..
I guess all i can say is,
"Make sure that guy is better than me."

Suddenly your random questions does make sense already,
crystal clear . =D
All along i do know you were heartbroken and all, i'm sorry
i couldn't be the guy there for you..
"But it does seems like that new guy is doing alright?"

At point i thought you really can understand that i'm
really going through tough period now..
i guess maybe you did? but not that much bahs..
School,Work,Debt etc.. They ARE Burdens!
You ,brothers,Family. Not Burdens!

But one thing i know now why you didn't share your
problems etc. with me anymore..
Hahas because :
"tell you also no use"
Right?? (=
That's true so i don't deny one bit.

Somewhat i gotta get some rest.. gotta work later on..
*Above written there's some sarcacism but there's still
things in there written with my heart.
*Below is what i really really wanna say..

You know honey..
You've been a good girlfriend so far.
It's really because of you that has
make me change into someone better,
let me understand more of what is
Love..
You've always tried hard to be there
for me and always Loved me.

If that day were to come i would
remember everything of you.
Everything...
Couldn't be more,couldn't be less.

I don't want to break your heart
again..i really don't want to..
You deserve someone better than me.
So if that someone New you've found,
can give so much more ...
By all means,tell me about it.
I'll let you go...
with all my sincere blessings,
and with no regrets.
(And i mean REALLY BETTER THAN ME)

"Your smile is worth letting you go.."





Maybe i'm heading to bed le.. Hope i can wake up in time for work,
GG MK..
just wish you were here..
good morning..

Midnight post

It's 3.30am and i'm still alive and kicking.
Thought i should blog more if not the blog
will be announced dead in no time.

Today's been pretty much of a boring day..
Eat,Sleep,Slack,Work.
Nothing much special except i was late this
morning for work. Darling called me at 11am,
woke up and went back to sleep and woke up
again at 12pm!!Oh my i'm Late!! BIG TIME!!
I just took a quick bath etc...Didn't eat
and i took my bike rushed down to admiralty.
i was around 45min late, Boss gave me a chance
,got quite a few nags from her today as well.
Overall when i was working i was thinking of
eating!!

My pay's coming at 7th April somehow i hope
it's still on time for my debt as it's :
" Before April ends. " (is this what i said?)
or is it:"Before April." (it's a big difference!)
No matter what my first pay is going out for my
debts... GG!

Having to work meaning having lesser time for my
own life. I've got little time with my Bros...
little time with my girl..little time with my
cellgroup friends..lesser time to workoutmy body
as well.

Anyways,thank God i'm able to change my schedule
next week, missed church this week...so bad..
And i've just updated this song for my blog,
Anthem1. Old school Techno, Enjoy.

My eyes are dry.. this will tell me that it's time
for BED!!
C'mon,who wants the honour of telling me a
bedtime story???
no one once!?
no one twice!!?
no one thrice!!!?
NO ONE???! Fine.
Goodnight -.-
(P.s it's plainly a joke,hoped you laughed?)

My Gawd! I'm BACK!

Back again after my blog died-ed and revived and so on...
Well first of all, i feel that is definitely a pretty cool
Blogskin. (= (although it's a little red, bear with it :P )

Oh yes, Suddenly remembered Jarl gave a friendly tag/comment
in my Cbox saying : "sucks...you blog sucks."
Sad to say that really hurts. )=
Happy to say thanks alot though.
Look,funny guy.. i don't know you're joking or not but this
is definitely not funny.
If it sucks, pls give me more detailed comment so i could
make it "not so sucky" . Your Understanding would be very
much appreciated.

Oh well i just started working recently @ CCK-Lot1-ZoneX.
miss me? come down find me. :D
Working totally sucks,but arcade life's pretty slack.
But of course the pay is low, need to face Beng's & Lian's
almost everyday..
Hahas one thing about working in arcade is that, you see people
playing you will feel like having a grip on it too!!
That brings an opening to my newly hooked-on-to game :
Initial D Stage 5.
Newest Initial D version, shipment arrives today and fixed.
It's totally brand new,cool. For car lover people, and for people
who can live with the cost.(Super Expensive!!)
But the graphics,steering wheels,DRIFTS,cars,etc..
It's all worth it.. :D
P.s Haven't spend a single cent on it yet :P

Ever since i started working my time management went a little
cocked-up ever since. (grrrrrrrrrrr....)
Got so little time to enjoy and slack,now everyday also work le..
Having school in the morning and sleeping almost @ 3 every night,
it's really pretty tiring..

Missed my baby,
Hope you can find a way to get out of the boredom
you're having now soon.
I know you're still trying to get used, jiayou! ;D
Definitely hoping for more time with you,
but it's hard.
sorry honey,
Still Loves,Loving you, Will Love you...
iloveyou!! x333

i guess i shall stop for today,
Not everyone will be reading my whole blog anyways,
BUT but but.. I'll try to Blog more for my Loyal Fans! :D
so long... goodnights!

Happy & Sad

Let's start with happy things that happened today on
05/03/2009.
The only thing that made me felt happy was just this
plain and simple *New Blogskin!! Of coz it's damn obvious
they are Digimon.(People who don't know really got
no life man!)
I was browsing through the blogskins on website and
THIS blogskin captured my heart. Why??
It reminds me of my childhood days, happy and stress-free!
Those were the happy days.Though i've no girlfriend back
then,no brothers back then but... Who cares?!
Life is full of Life!! Now as i gets older things gotten
so much complicating then before i couldn't help
missing the good old times..

Anyways do enjoy the song as well =)
i've never forgotten the song since the first time i watched
Digimon. Although i don't understand what the heck they're
actually singing but it's definitely a good piece of music.


Hahahahahaha...Now comes the Favourites!Sad part...
For once in my life i wanna try being different,
i wanna be selfish,insensitive,etc...
Bluntly i just wanna be a jerk,But guess what!! Life's so
Unfair until i can't even be a Jerk!c'mon!!

So many things had been happening recently and i've barely
got the time to take a few breath.. So many things running
through my minds and so many troubles to be troubled -.-

Is it really hard to take the initiative??
Is it really hard to take my temper??
Is it really hard to take a step back??
Is it really hard to REALLY UNDERSTAND
my reasons and answers towards certain things?!
Is it really really REALLY HARD, to be frank and honest
in No matter,Whatever,Wherever,Whenever,it is??

You know i really missed you everyday, you know no matter
what i still Love you... You want me to be Somebody,
Somebody i never wanted to be,won't even consider if it
isn't for you. You wanted to see changes,you wanted to see
improvements,i've tried hard and i have no guilt saying that
i gave my all to try and be that Somebody..

Ya know honey,all this burden on me...i really wanted to let
it go,it's because of you i held on.i couldn't bare to
because i know i still loves you and i am to be responsible
for you,to you. i really wish the next time things get ugly,
instead of saying stuffs like we're not made for each other,
i hope you'll change.. For me.. Change to suit me..
I'm willing to try and become the "Man of your Dreams",
are you willing to change and become the "Women of my Dreams"..


losing faith for this world...
losing love for mankind...
losing myself...