Touched...Trapped...Tearing...

Today i went to City Harvest Church (:
Being there just dont seem so awkward animore,
Been learning alot from there,
Made new friends in this process ^^
People were really friendly to me,
Great Thxs to them!!

Aniways i got a feeling that..
"Somebody" is hinting me..
Showing me signs,happenings,
and all..
Just telling me y'knw,
asking me into His family.
And i got "Something" ,more lik "helper",
Telling me smebody has been praying really hard for me ohs!!
Who else will pray for me everyday?
who else will shed tears just for me every day?
I'm so lucky to have a girlfren lik you (:
Couldn't hav been any better.
Thank You Dear!! x333

Recently having thoughts of converting,
quite a serious decision to make...
Well...i'm gonna put it on hold.
It's nothing to really wreak my brain on actually...
When it's de right time the fruit will blossom.
Let's see how it goes luh...

Aniways i'm a buddhist...
Ya i knw...whu say cant convert??
i knw can..
Plus got motivating stories from Pastors and Mentors
from the church .
They told of their life,
Hw thy became a christian and all...
Plus Plus there were a number in church were
converted from buddhist.
Mainly my parents aso dun really allow me
to convert...
Stressing topic too...

Aniways things hasnt really been smooth...
Doubt it's either of us de fault...
I'm gonna stop this habit of taking all the blame to myself,
And i hope ddear can too.
"in a relationship NoOne's at faults. It's either none or BOTH"
We're growing to knw more about each other,
more loving definitely.
But,things werent goin on so smoothly partly is
me being Over-sensitive .
I think it's just becoz of this.
Give me time dear i'm sure i can change it (:
i'm sure u'll always be by my side.

"a broken relationship takes months to heal,suggested nt to go into relationship if not fully healed."

Maybe we did started of abit earlier,on shaky rocks,bad timing...
But my darling's holding on!
Even after 2 huge blows one after another...
For me,
She pushed to the limit...
For us...

So darling,
Thxs fer putting all ur trust,
all ur time,
all ur love on me.
I knw u still need more time,rest assured i'll be waiting for
as long as i can.
Even if miracles does nt happen,
i will make it happen...
Just for you Honey...
Just for you.

Brothers 4 Life,Blood Brothers.
GOnna becme Blood bro with my all time Best buddies!
Chee Hwee,Mun Kit,Joey.
Looking forward to that (:

Aniways as for myself,
I started a little training CLass for Tkd.
Members : Zuohao,Chee,Munkit

Than i'm gonna begin my intensive training for
*purely self defense purpose ONLY!
And of coz to be fit (:

And Darling will b busy with her studies...
It's O's this yr!!
Work Hard DARLING!!
MUACKS!!
*May my kisses be with You*

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