Tears Falls as the Shooting Stars Will...

I know...i could nv say enough sry,
To cover wad i did.
I wont expect you to forgive me becoz i know,
It's me.
I thought i am,all along such a gd guy,
those tht are sensible,sweet or anithin
good tht i should be.
But now i know...
Wad a Bastard tht i've Just been.

On Tonight i broke a Promise i once made to myself.
That is:
"i am never going to drop another single tear
for my relationship anymore"
That was wad i said to myself when i broke up with Josephine.

I once promised myself for Jess,
I am never going to treat her badly.
I am never going to let her suffer animore.
I will not let the same thing to happen again.

Look wad i did.
I broke my promises,
i nv took care of her well enuf,
i've let her suffered,
i yelled at her.
Yes you're right,no point giving excuses.
But on tht point of time i really didnt want to hang up.
I really want to know how are you feeling and
i wanted to try and make it up to you...

But in the end y dear...
Among all the things...
why did you not tell me
you're sad,
you're dissapointed,
your feelings tht time and just hung up...

I can Hear things like,
"you know Jess's pretty dissapointed bout you?!"
after smedays or smetimes.
Why??...Why after so many times you promised you'll tell me,
And you still didnt??
And you just told me to ...tkecare eat & go slp...

i know now...i suxs.

(Posted b4 CallBack.)