.....

Dont bother.
i couldn't be like how others can.
It's like i always said, im just
a sucker.

i couldnt be so great like wha you
would do for me.
Plus, i really dont deserve it at all.

no point debating on,
conclusion,
i'm no good to you, no good for you.
i'm a ungrateful bastard and doesn't
care about you.


yeaps, so i guess that should be enough
to answer everything and we need not
raise this matter again anymore.

my turn to say...
FML FML FML FML!
!@$#*!)$^@#!#!@##!@!@@Y*@$^*&^*#!&^#@&*!#^@

Disappointed

After so much that has happen,
i can tell that everything was just
me lying to myself.
Guess it wasn't always sweet sweet love
for you, i'm too naive to always thought
i have given, have loved, have cared and
understood you enough.
Now i truly know it was NEVER.

It is my fault for not taking out time
spending quality time with you. But i will
not accept it that if you say guys do NOT
know it.
Since that i never understood and never
given and loved you enough, i rather you
leave me be and forget me ASAP and get on
your way to find someone better.
Don't make things so hard for yourself,
save yourself all the heartbreak and heartaches.
I don't like to be in a triangle, so do you.

After that TEST, i really don't know what to do,
or how else should i feel.
All my short-comings and being such a jerk
despite trying my best, i apologize to you.
And all the heart i've given to you and that
you dont feel is enough, i'm sorry that i'm
unable to give you enough.

Guess i'll never find someone whom would trust
me even if i'm not worth it.
HAHAS that'll be unless "God is a girl" !!

Whatever it is,
i sincerely wish for the best in your life
and that you'll never find a jerk like me
anymore.
May God bless you and guides you to your
True one.




.emo king is back.