Wednesday, June 4, 2008

A little Something to say (:

Hahas.
Yar i know..
Me & Baby had quite alot
of misunderstnding .
it's not good.(OF COZ NOT!)
But Things Had been cleared
out after Jiejie Stepped in.
Poured our hearts out & all...
Do felt A LITTLE better,
coz my problem was a weird one.
My problem was:
"Over-Cared" .
At first minute,i thought to myself,
is it bullshit???
within that one minute i forced up
almost all my brain serum
to think on this.
Hahas..
True.
Just tht i never thought it would be..
Over-caring that is..

ALl the while i didnt know..
I'm killing my Brothers & frens,
Suffocated darling baby..
Made everyone feel so fucked..
including myself.
hahas morale of the story,
Dont act HERO.
Or you'll just be ZERO.
I've tried to be somebody i can
never be.
In the process i've placed my
relationship on jeopardy.
I've learnt and nt to do it animore.
But baby i just wanna tell you i
really only mean well for you..
and i knw u understnd tht (:

I'm not gonna tied ue down
like how u were treated in the past.
Never!

It's Time To Soar..Dont Tie Her Down. Let Her Spread Those Majestic Wings And Fly Towards A Better Tomorow~

Tht's wad i'm gonna tell myself everyday (:
Always Love,
BABY!!

Monday, June 2, 2008

This is SOOoo Chaotic..

Baby i understnd,
i know you dont want me to follow you,
is because you scared i pangsei
my other frens and brothers.
Because some were complaining
tht u're taking me fer urself,
and left no time of me for them.
Well baby,
You dont have to worry about that.

If you're a friend or brother to anione,
see this.

Wad makes a friend or brother outstanding
from the sea of humans/people.??
is the UNDERSTANDING,TRUST,LOVE.
These are wad tht makes em' outstanding.
You can say:
"oh,i trust you ah,understnd ah,love you ah."
How many of you can really say this
from the bottom of your heart??
truthfully and sincerely.
There will be little.
UNDERSTANDING:
Understands him,his doing,his feelings.etc.
Understand why he does certain things & y not.
Understand wad are his priorities in life.
And so MANY other more things to understad.
TRUST:
Trust his way of doing.
Trust that he will not backstab,
will not cheat,
will not leak ur secrets,
will not harm you.
And so MUCH more!
LOVE:
...
How many of you really Loves ur
brothers and frens.
The simplest of Love i can define is that:
"You just wants your Love ones to be happy,
no matter wad sacrifice,wad price to pay."
Think about it people (:


Why didnt i say anythin about Gf??
Very simple.
She pushed me to my friends today.
Initially i was sad,
I think & think...y??
Why did you push me away to my frens??
Thn i heard my answer.
"I dont want him becoz of me lose his frens"
Some ppl may say..
"Excuse"
or
"chey.."
But i tell you people, these is not chey or bullshits!
She said to me once.
"you're my greatest joy,how could i wish you away."
She was tearing during that point of time.
And i knw,i knw..
From that point of time i couldnt leave her.
i dont wana leave her.
But still,
i balanced out my time fer baby and frens.
If my frens and brother are gonna go around saying:
"MK got galfren dont want fren/brother liaos,always
spent time with her gal oni.."
Haha let me tell you this..
"you're not fit to be my brother/fren"
Even my galfren,can juz endure her pain,all
the hardships,all the emotions,
and just let me go to you guys..
My frens and brother,
asked urself..
would u be like her & had done the same?
I NEVER doubted my baby of her love.
BUT i doubt my brother/frens,
For understanding.
I hope you guys can tell me one day,
that you all understand whu am i
and accepts me of my doing.

Darling dont do that animore ok??
my time is well-planned.
And i'm sure things will workout (:
Just dont "throw" me to my frens juz lik dat
animore ok??
at least if u wan to, tell me 1st can??:P

So that's all i've got to say.
Loves my Baby!
Loves my brudders (:
Tkecares ppl~

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